New Songs...from the Ship

Tonight, Tonight (work in progress)[Original - May 29, 2010]
I don't wanna be alone
But i wanna be alone tonight
And even though i don't wanna be alone
Tonight, tonight I wanna be alone

Even though i wanna cry
I just don't think i wanna cry tonight,
Maybe I just need to cry, but
Tonight, tonight I don't wanna cry

I don't wanna sleep,
But I think I need to sleep tonight
I don't wanna sleep, but
Tonight, tonight I think I wanna sleep

[Chorus]
It may be crazy - or maybe just real
But tonight i just don't wanna feel
The way i wanna feel
It may sound simple - not a big deal
But tonight I don't want feel
The way I wanna feel

I wanna kiss your face
But I just wanna be alone tonight
I know I wanna feel your touch, but
Tonight, tonight  I wanna be alone

I wanna have a dream
So I think I need to sleep tonight
I wanna drift away, so
Tonight, tonight  I think I wanna sleep

[Chorus]
It may be crazy - or maybe just real
But tonight I just don't wanna feel
The way I wanna feel
It may sound simple - not a big deal
But tonight I don't want feel
The way I wanna feel 


I'll Wait [Original - May 3, 2010]
Can't fake the butterflies, Can't feign intrigue
Can't just create the thing we all call chemistry
When it happens, it happens
When it's real, it's real
I won't pretend my body feels what it doesn't want to feel

[Chorus]
So I'll wait - As long as it may take
I'll wait - That's something I won't fake
I know - There's loneliness at stake
But I'm gonna hold out 'til I feel it
I'll wait

I won't give into physical when my heart is not attached
I won't give into passion when it's just a one night match
When I mean it, I'll mean it
When I care, I'll care
I won't convince my soul to feel a love that isn't there

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I need extraordinary
To live my life less ordinary
That's why...

[Chorus]